Big time. But here I am again. Feeling it, again. I feel like I'm not supposed to be here, doing all of this. I don't belong here. And I need to break away. But "adulthood" has successfully anchored me to the ground, unable to moved. The bills, ugh, the bills, is the last thing I want to think about, actually.
And I'm lonely. Don't get me wrong, I do have friends, I do have guys who fancy me. But the guy I really like seems to have forgotten me. Heart breaking, I must say, though I know from the start that this precise thing might happen. We're just too different. The only thing we have in common probably that we love my red couch. But that's not even "a thing", I guess.
Ohwell, this is life, like I used to say to everyone.. And life's sucks. Life's sucks when things don't go your way. When plans ruins, hopes shattered, dreams crushed. And you can only think about laying on the ground, under the sun, not moving, for a long time. I don't know why I even think about such a thing.
Guess I still haven't found my inner peace..
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