Is It Because I Love Him More?

I can't stop tears from falling, I can't stop the pain. Ellis said I probably love him more than he love me that I became so devastated when he's gone. I said, I don't mind, as long as he doesn't leave.

I do love him. And I promise to honor and respect him always, just don't leave.. I'm not angry of his decision, I'm sad. And it's not that I didn't see it coming, but I naively thought that he'll fight me. He doesn't have to love me much, just enough so he won't leave. God, this pain is real..