I guess, everybody need someone to lean on. As one of my girls carefully reminded me yesterday. We were chatting about this guy who's been so open with me about him, his life. But my friend wasn't too amused by it. She said, carefully, "I'm not sure he's the right guy for you. I mean, he make you happy and relaxed, but so far, he's the one who's dependent on you.
I know you. I know you're strong and independent and emotionally stable. But at time to time, I also know that you need someone strong, even stronger than you, for you to lean on. But right now, it's him who leans on you, and you only have yourself.
This might be ok in a short term, but in a long run, I'm worry about you.."
She's known me for 8 years now, so I guess that must be true in some point. I do want to lean on to someone, sometimes. I do got tired being the stronger one, sometimes. And it probably true, what she sees in us.
And after this morning 'mysterious' phone call, I give it a little more thought. Why can't I seem to let this certain guy go, why would I still smile to hear his voice. It probably because, he's the strongest of them all. He's the one who can take charge of things, that I can just relax and lean on him.. And it feels good to have someone to lean on.. :)
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